Mind Yoga

What am I?

Sitting accompany by the wind
Seeing the leaves dance
Hearing the people chatter
Enjoying the cars honk

Contemplating
Thinking of myself
What am I doing?
What have I been doing?
What should have I done?
What do I want?
Where am I heading?
Am I on the right track?

Those questions echoing in my head
Even the insane one comes out
Why do I have to live this life?

Keep thinking
Then the questions start to come out
Why do people can grow so fast?
How do they find their passion?
How come they can be so crazy at it?

Wondering
I let my mind travelling from people to people
One by one
Imagining their face
Repeating their words
Feeling their presence

How do they find their voice?

What have they been doing to find it?

Closing my eyes
Realizing what I have done
Maybe this isn’t enough
And will never be

I just need to keep going
And going
Thought I have chosen the right path
Turns out it makes me realize that this is not who I am supposed to be